Friday, October 27, 2006
Bought a new bag yesterday. It's a new nike bag. wahahahas.
though it didn't looked as good as what i wanted it to be... but i still bought it because i just couldn't take it anymore. I was waiting for the older model, the one with Nike and a thick at the middle of the bag, but i wanted it to be a black background and white fills. AND it's not sold anywhere omg.
Anyway, strange stuff again todae. We played pool at BT plaza to about 7 plus and left for home.
I took 961 and zomg! i got down 1 stop before mine. so blurrs. =/
Ended up i gotta walk like 5-10 mins to the original drop off bus stop.
but anyway i looked at the time it was somewhere near 8.30 so i decided to take all my time, and when i reached home it would be a perfect timming for my 9pm show. =D
Weird as it is.. 2 girls approached me to buy ice cream from them.. hahas.. of course at first i rejected but seeing them as so hardworking, and it is also friday... so i decided to buy BUT there's no chocolate omg! haha, i pretend to walk off time to time, for the second time they insist me on buying the WHOLE BOX. (wtf?)
haha, bought sweet CORN flavour, (and guess what? i got CONNED) lmfaotank. because i gave a 2 dollar note and they said (lie?) that they got no change.
aiya nvm lah, so i just walk off like that..
LOL. then as i approach somewhere near my house someone call out dunno what "eat ice-cream one" zzz....
purposely make fun of me.. i bwg... >.<
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Okies, a little update back on last thursday.. Oct 20..
My parents went for an overseas trip, therefore i've decided to stock up on food, preferably some bread and milk...
I got my bread from bread talk that would last me about 4 days..
then went to cold storage to get my milk..
ahaha, as i got the full cream and choco milk and proceeded to the counter.. LMFAO!
guess what i saw? LOLLABLADE. saw some a retard... he's about hmm.. say 40 years or older.. he has some metal disorder or something? LOL. by right this happened a week ago i should've forgotten... but then again.. this happened back on mon? i saw the same old fucking retard on the bus... hey, i'm not being harsh here... but what i totally experience is sooo........
u know.. the retard is talking to himself.... but it all seemed like everyone treat as though nothing happened... nobody offered help to him... i don't know... if you asked me why i didn't help, probably i felt the same way as others do.... afraid he might do something undisire?
oh well that's not the point anyway... i can totally experience this whole thing, and truely understand how each and every one of us is so self-centered(? not sure if this is the right term to use).. or maybe say each of us couldn't be bothered( say selfish?)... huh? i still can't find the right word...
Anyway, aiya dun care him, just to tell u all if any one of u is going to central area. try not to get close to him. i mean he's pretty harmless, but not sure under a bad circumstances what he may become of.
well parents coming home. so i won't be able to lead this lonely life. it's been around like that for almost a week le. i've got so used to it. buying my own dinner. eating on my own. slp alone at home. do chores. wash the cups. throw the rubbish. boil water. zzz. basically almost every other thing.
but the thing is so cool, i love being alone.. i can blast my music.. i can scold all i want... i can play my guitar as loud as i want it to be..
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Wahahas... a blink of an eye and it's already coming to the end of the holidays...
hmms... waste pretty much a lot of tym here and there...
started pko 1-2 weeks back... then when i reached level 42+ i stopped plaein since..
went back n haf fun back with dota, mafa and green tds..
also been working much on my guitar...
uploaded a so called 'extended version' of little wing, by jimi hendrix... a guitar hero to few and god to many out there..
although these so called legendary guitarist are no longer here... these masterpiece they left behind are so precious... priceless.... what is even more chilling is that.. a question to date, everyone asked, what if jimi hendrix had lived?
the same question shoot at cliff burton.. will metallica be a different band than that they are of todae?
nobody really knows... but one thing for sure... god has robbed talents from earth...
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Just flashed through my mind.
These are 4 lines going through.
A stanza of a poem.. I may / may not continue... depends on feelings..
All the pain that I've gone through.
All the days without you.
Despite it all
there is still love.
Selfish, who isn't?
We're all human beings afterall.
I know it's kinda selfish to say this, but sadly, it's true that no one can understand what i'm going through.
To stay, or to go.
A question of ambiguity?
While the mind, the soul, is exhumed, yet contradictorily, the body wants to stay, the tears too, falls time and time again. And it retorted, perhaps... tomorrow things may changed.
.....tomorrow never comes...
You know it's true, you know it's you. Why am i doing this with no apparent reason, and endless suffering, forever tolerating this immense pain.
Will anyone live up to replace you in my heart? Will there one out there to be called out to?
There wouldn't? There could only be one you. Uniquely.
We're so far away. But someone out there, constantly bearing in thoughts of you.
Delivered at 8:51 PM;
Some words of wisdom over here..
When do you think people die?
It's when... ...they are forgotten.
To true friendship... ...how long you've known each other means nothing...
Delivered at 3:54 PM;