
I searched for some old songs and found some nostalgia...(err, sry if u can't understand mi, but i do prefer to speak in my own language hahas.. =D)
Here's something that can really relate to me... after a long time... and im sure some of you know this song as its featured in the movie 'Daredevil'.. ...absolutely love the chorus... i'm sure you'll love it too..
my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leavei wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers hereand it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

can't help but tears falling...
someone who experienced the taste of how much love hurts, yet......
you're doing unto me, as they have done to you.......
i want to know..... why?
i can't hide anymore...
i can't be too strong afterall.....
images of you came haunting......
every now and then....
and ever since......
help me cure you
atone for all you've done
help me leave you
as all the days are gone
i'm tired....
i've fallen....
and it happens....
every now and then...
something that can never change....
for life....
just say it's my fault in the first place...
i've brought this all upon me.....
tell me you want me to leave you....
tell me you hate me....
tell me you're safe.....
tell me you're happy.....
tell me that....
and....
i...
will concede defeat....
truely broken.....
so let me hear those words....
and i'd know its true....
Random Quote: It hurts too much not hearing your voice, let alone see you.... For, i want to know you're safe, and most importantly, happy.... - icy
you know who you are... where you are... - icy

Today is finally the day... it's the final year exam for micro economics..
hmmms.... reached sch at bout 1pm.. then met up with ryan, guang and alan..
we were supposed to meet up to study but looks like we wasted loads of time and then finally proceed to the exam room...
hahas.. pretty nervous.. i can feel my heart beating vigourously.. i wished i had study a little more.. but the time has come.. there is no escape in the room.. hahas..
we were given 15 minutes of reading time.. whereby you're able to browse thru the qns.. at first i could hardly think... but gradually things began to flow back into my mind.. as if i knew all the answers...
hmms.. can say the paper is relateively easy.. however, the interpretation of the questions has to be specifically clear... because of different people with different perspectives and mindset.. we are interpret questions differently.. (also my english is a bit of the problem =/ )
anyway.. i was pretty confident until when we went to westmall food court to eat and alan began to discuss... as if qn by qn my marks dropped bit by bit.. Grrrrrr..........
Went to arcade and had fun... hahas.. hx won mi... =( then ryan and alan played time crisis 2...
hahas.. they managed to survive til level 2 and 2/3... alan died first.. wahahahas...
aft tt, the rest went home.. leaving behind mi , dr , ryan and hx..
wanted to chill off at coffee bean but the indoor is all full.. and outdoor is so hottttttttt........ we nv buy any drinks.. lol.. just doing some talkings...
then went home at about 9 i guess...
i took 61 at interchange.. and then change bus at queensway erm.. 33...
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ........... the trip took abt 2 hours??? i dunno, but i reached home is already kinda 10.30 or later.... gosh..
hahas.. aft doing my bathing.. we had a game of dota and td... 'til bout 3am...
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Been long since i blogged.. because it's study week, (sounds alot lyk holiday?).. Also getting lazier and lazier ATM..(can't be bothered to fill up the random quotes)
i took some quiz which i found at tammy's blog.. hehs.. pretty interesting.. speaks alot for itself.. and of course.. me.. ^ . ^
***You Are An INFP***
The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.
What's Your Personality Type?http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz/
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Had another jamming session with a new drummer again... we had it at boons this time cuz beat merchants was full..
his name is gabriel... hmms studies in sp.. year 2..
seems like we all enjoy the jamming very much.. esp mi and ahmad.. and seems like our volume is pretty much balanced.. so we can really hear all the instruments going on...
almost like the best jamming i ever had i feel.. pet says the same too..
hahas.. looks like we've finally found a drummer to settle.. well... hope so.. looking for the next week jam at 4 tones again..
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OooOoo laaa Laaaa!~
friday friday!!
but this friday kinda boring... we didn't went out because alan went home.. then jx went to watch NP idol with 3 GIRLS!!!! and yu guang went to play poooool...
pang seh us... what 3G!!! humph.. >.<
oni got mi, ryan, dr and gim moh!!! hehs..
we decided to book room in the library... then chill inside... hahas..
cool man... inside the room is so cosy okies! plus.. we switched off the lights... hahas.. so cosy lahs and erm... comfortable? hahas..
played lots of games inside... we played uther party, poke the ogre, murder at panda house, go fishing! hahas..
wasted alot tym during the end when we played go fish..
fishing abit boring game larhs..
hahas.. didn't manage to finish the game too.. got force to come out because its getting late already.. about 9 i think?
hmms.. also seems lyk ryan didn't enjoy fishing game.. hahahas... coz he noob.. dunno how to plae.. LOL! =X =X =X
Zek ark arhs... LOL
then we went home to have a 5v5 dota match against gim moh's friend... we lost.. of course.. lol..
and my friend song hoe thinks viper maphack.. =/
dunno lahs.. gim moh says he hates dota because dota alwaes quarrel and spoil friendship...
hehs... his nick put 'tt wad i hate abt dota.. fk!' LOL!!
and he also apologise to us... kip sae sorrie... i suppose he really learned his lesson.. (he said he lost a friend bcoz of dota)
hmmms... true... because friendship is more important than games.. who wouldn't choose friendship over any other day?
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hehs.. ah guang's birthday!!
happy birthday yu guang!! =D
went to town to celebrate his birthday.. with erm.. mi, regina, alicia, jack, eunice, yun pei, suriani, hong xiang, alan and dr... did i left out anyone?? hahas..
okies.. we had dinner at fish and co. in town..
hahas.. was deciding which to eat, the BEST fish and chips in TOWN.. or the New York fish and chips...
but anyway, everyone ordered new york fish and chips in the end.. hahas..
and regina bullied mi... she made me treat her to her 'mermaid' smtn drink... hahas..
somemore nv drink finished then go le.. humph.. ):
she left early with jack.. then the guys went to crumbler shop after the meal..
we discovered that ryan's bag is 130+ man.... wtf... o.O
i alwaes thought crumbler is cheap.. but they are about 95 and above... hahas..
i think because of the quality and yu guang said it has life time warranty... so nice lehhs.. =/
after tt, went around topman and heeren and hunt for my black nike bag... but cannot find..
Zzz... does anyone know where i get the black nike sling bag mahhs?
hahas... anw.. yu guang got bluff.. alicia and eunice acted as if they went home.. but in fact they went to buy cake for guang.. hahas.. =X
think yu guang got a lil surprise when we reach outside of heeren and found that they bought him a small cake.. hahas..
took some pictures too~ hehs.. but i dun look too good in it.. =P
aft tt every1 went seprate ways home.. hmms... hope yu guang lyk the adidas bag as present.. :)
hees.. green color de.. his fav color i suppose.. =D
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Wahahas.. the last CATS class le... i came late.. hahas.. 'coz there's no S&W classes anymore..
hehs.. we're suppose to do the straw and satay sticks thingy... hahas.. i came but i didn't helped at all... erm.. apart from eating sweets i guess.. =P
charmaine and tammy finished doin.. while mi and shane were just slacking.. hahas..
den shane has to complete his reflections.. took up abit of tym and den we gotta present our finished product.. which is a bridge i think? hahas..
whats more, it has a cross on top of it.. =X (with a crown?) hahas..
hmms.. and den abit of test by puting a 50 cent coin to c if the structure supports the weight.. hahas.. indeed it sounds easy and everyone could manage except for the last group (some guai lan guy.. =X and adam hates him..)
hehs.. took a group picture! ^.^
it has my cute cute shirt.. hees.. =P
got flash de.. and i hate takin pictures with flash.. 'coz very irritating n i alwaes shut my eyes before the flash thingy.. so tt the picture captured is mi closin eyes de.. =/
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