RAMBLINGS
Monday, September 25, 2006
restrung my guitar strings...
went to davis to pick up some more strings....
then again... i found out that my allen key was seasoned... i had to get a new one...
looks like i still have to go back there if im gonna restring next tym...
well.. it seemed lyk my passion for guitar has re-lived..
hahas... been slacking pretty badly... i said i'll update but nv did... i found myself too lazy to do it...
now.. the band seemed to be going nowhere.... sadly..
even if each of us is good in our instrument... all it takes is one role to be down... and the whole band will be down..
i guess.. it takes more than skills to form a band... such as... luck? fate?
for a person lyk mi.. i never believed in fate nor luck... perhaps a little on fate...
but let me share something... even if you're really a good guitarist/drummer or w/e... without a band you're nothing....
but unless you can come up with something really creative.. much less you can catch audience attention...
oh well... i just read hub's blog... sounded abit solemn, lonely... sounded a little like me... then all of a sudden i just felt this loneliness in mi.... it's been almost 9 months or so already....
yet.... all i asked of is one thing... and one thing only... but i can never get it..
you know how much this thing can mean to me... i can take a whole lot in exchange for it... my wealth... even at the stake of my life....
but nvm... i wanted to put this whole damn thing down... however, i can never do it...
off to write poems... i've been writting a long while... each tym im sad... i potray these feelings into poems... hehs.. perhaps post some up soon for comments..
i want to speak my last of words to her... sadly, unable to do so...
or say perhaps.... she never wanted to hear it... perhaps she would doubt my existence in her eyes.. trying hard to forget me as much as i want to her..
im thinking alot... im a great thinker... i have far sight... but... what's the use?
it only makes mi much more miserable and melancholy than what who i am now..
hahas.. pathetic? think i need solace? sympathy?
no... i don't need any... just someone... to make my day...
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